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Felt super duper suey this week..

Summary of all the ’sueyness’ i experienced and heard in this whole week:-

22nd October 2007
- Had my 2nd car accident and it was horrible!!! + Laptop LCD cracked!!! *more stories below*
- Pui Foong that was driving in front of me had the accident together..
- Another car in front of our cars had the same accident.. SUEY GILER!!!!

25th October 2007
- Got a call from Pui Foong in the morning saying Mei Ling’s car kena bang from the back..
- Later in the day, our careless Miss Oh Mun Lee bang a Honda Accord’s left wing mirror(by her own MyVi’s right wing mirror).. Then it(the Honda’s one) can’t open nor close automatically.. =.=
- The worst of all, Wai Yee sms’ed Mun Lee saying her dad’s new Honda Accord got STOLEN!!!!! from the parking lot in her condo!!!!

So, who can be more suey than me this week? haiz………………

Back to my 2nd accident……….
*cut all the crap before the accident*
1 of the main reason… was after a heavy rain.. n still drizzling..
It was at a big corner of an highway(a highway joining into another highway)… I saw Pui Foong’s car sliding in front of me!! I was of course stunt, scared, panic abit, and thinking what should I do, and alot more……. then I jammed on the brakes sooo hard and steered away from PF’s car to prevent from hitting onto her car and screaming together with Hui Juin and also trying to save my head!! (people always say head very important right? so don’t squash it..) After I jammed on the brakes, I drifted!!!! (a.k.a sliding SIDEWAYS!) but also cause I never drift before, so I doesn’t have the skill to turn the car back to it’s position…… So……… BANG!!!! KRA KRA KRA KRA KRA!!!!!!!! my car rammed towards the metal divider…… OMG!!!!! When everything stopped, I turned over to check out on Hui Juin and Mavis…… to my horror!! me and HJ saw Mavis faced down in between our seats!! I thought she fainted by hitting on to the mirror! We yelled at her immediately and she never replied….. *stunted* both of us kept on calling her, then only she looked up….. Phiew!! It was ‘cos she’s talking on the phone with Mei Ling sitting at the back seat and never realised what happened in front.. So she was shocked, stunted, terrified……. Thank God she didn’t faint or what so ever..

Thank God nothing serious happened on anyone of US!! (I banged my head on the seat belt holder, Mavis got a small cut from the glass + sprained her waist a lil)

Then I realised there’s another car in front of us that experienced the same thing.. So I was thinking why is there such coincidence?! Fishy fishy fishy………… but at that time can’t think of too many things at one go.. got down of the car and stood somewhere safer.. coz there might be another car come ‘drifting’ towards us!! Then while walking towards the safer place… which is a bush behind the divider…. I saw something colourful on the road… guess what??
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PETROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Can you imagine…… petrol + water + a CORNER!!!!
So to that whoever that pour it there on a purpose….. BEWARE!!!!! God will punish you for doing such evil thing!!!!!!!!
Arghhh!!!!!

OK….. lazy to write about other stuff adi..
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P/S: LeeHom’s upcoming promo in Msia.. 9th November in Sg Wang’s 4th floor open air carpark..

why is everything bad happening to me?! WHY?!!!!!!!!!!! first was my friends leaving me.. then now!!!!! something that can cheer me up alot but ended up hurt me more!!! i couldnt get the world premier invitation!!!!!!!! worst thing is im suppose to be first in the list!!!!!!!!!!! then followed by all my frens coz i wake them up in the middle of the nite to sent the invitation mail immediately!!!!! all of them got it EXCEPT ME!!!!! coz my stupid hotmail didnt sent my mail out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so darn sad when i got to know the truth!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh.. i cant believe it! after 7 years we had been together.. school.. tuition.. outings.. holidays.. ‘yum cha’ sessions.. happy.. sad.. anger.. and all the great moments we had together.. i had treated all of you as my siblings.. now u guys will be leaving for the better future..

life will change after this Saturday.. 5 of my very close friends will further their studies in uni in the coming week for years! although not far from home.. and only 1 of u is going oversea.. but still.. v were separated for the 1st time after so many years together! actually.. the fear of you guys leaving for studies is already in me when you got your STPM results.. still rmb ong telling me he wanna go Singapore to further his studies.. i nearly cried at that time coz never knew that you guys will be leaving this place.. immediately i asked dailo where will he be studying.. he told me he will be staying in Msia.. then only i calmed myself down.. until today.. only i realised.. although your unis’ are nearby.. but still.. you guys wont be by my side anymore when i needed you.. i hate that feeling.. really miss you guys..

dunno what else i can say more.. so.. to ML, NSA, WK, MW n Ong.. may God bless all of you! and take very good care of yourselves.. i luv all of you! *hugs*

To all my Lovely friends out there.. u know who u r.. ^^ As my bday is comin soon.. i’ll give you guys some ideas.. HAHAHA!! *i memang tak malu! wahahaha!!*

My birthday wish list~~

• New mobile phone!! (come.. ask me which one i want.. ^^)
• LeeHom books - Wei Yi : Piano and Vocal Score, Portrait of A Love Song(Jap)
• LeeHom extincted CD - Love Rival Beethoven, If You Heard My Song, Missing You, White Paper, The Only One(Jap single).. and those VCDs too.. ^^
• LeeHom’s CD - The One and Only, Unbelievable 1st edition, Tho Only One(Jap), Miracle of Love(Jap).. and those VCDs too.. like Shangri-la.. ^^
• hmmm.. Fahrenheit’s album maybe? i want the all in one album.. haha.. come ask me.. ^^
• Hanakimi’s book, DVD, VCD, Soundtrack.. all will be accepted.. ^^
• NIKE cap!!
• Nice shirts? accessories? etc…… ^^
• * Will add more if I think of anything ^^ *

sob sob.. my 1st car accident today.. Thank God!! nth serious happened to the cyclist.. not even a scratch on him.. really really thank God~!!

i was stunt when he bang on my car.. he n his bike slide in front of my car.. n thats really lucky for him too.. if not some cars would had bang on him if he fell off on the next lane.. when he bang on the car.. i was thinkin.. GONE~!! there goes my licence.. there are only 18 days more for me to drop my ‘P’ licence.. i was sooo terrified.. really really like a miracle for me.. not even a scratch on him n nth at all happened to him.. THANK GOD~!! all these while i was like.. phobia.. when i see bikes.. i’ll let them go.. i’ll go slow.. whatever things i would do to prevent myself gettin near a bike.. who know.. today.. haiz.. so every1 out there.. be very alert when you drive ya~~

wth happened to me lately?! i lost my phone today.. not even a year old yet!! my dream phone that i waited for a year b4 i got it.. W800i.. DAMN~!! got stolen in Ikea today.. dammit~!! AHHHHHHHH~~!!!!! feeling sad n oso angry towards myself~!! so careless!! ahhhh!!!!! nth i can say now.. haiz.. but wat can i say is - TO WHOM WHO STEAL MY PHONE.. BEWARE!! GOD WILL PUNISH U!! FOR DOIN SUCH EVIL THING~!! AHHHH!!!

ATTENTION~!! if any1 of u out there wanna contact me.. u guys can contact my DG number.. to whoever who doesnt have my DG number.. PM me.. coz haven decide whether should i get my number back o get a new number..

AHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. i do suck..havin exams but not studying again~!! ahhhhh… nth can go into my big fat head.. feel lik crying.. so useless.. sumroe no 1 wanna teach me.. ahhhhh.. lagi sad.. haiz… help me help me~~~ all of a sudden.. i feel lik staying in ipoh again.. juz dunno y.. after staying back in ipoh for a week.. feels kinda gd actually.. i bet i can study in ipoh.. haha.. hmmm.. but i might need to study in kampar later.. haiz.. feel so ‘lifeless’.. ahhhhh.. really dunno wat to do..

haha.. any1 wanna share any experience in ipoh while leehom was there filming? hahaha.. i dun feel happy o even excited at all when i saw him.. hahaha.. mayb i was hoping for more after a ‘dream came true’ for me in March.. haha.. so seeing him from far now doesnt makes me excited anymore.. haha.. but gd oso.. will not b so crazy anymore i guess.. haha.. so now juz wanna attend his concert n tats all i guess.. haha.. yeah… no more.. a Very crazy leehom fan.. hahaha..

haiz.. bored… boring~~~~~ go watch drama liao.. gd nite every1~!! *muackkkkssssss~~!!*

hmmm.. i do agree shopping makes a girl feels great~!! hahaha.. went out with my parents today.. got myself few MNG tops.. wuhoo~~ shopping really makes me happy.. hahaha.. but but but.. lately i shop too much.. been shopping like mad this few weeks~!! last week shop at Esprit this week MNG.. OMG!! im dead broke~!! + MEGA SALES!! ARGHHHH~!!! i’ve been controlling myself not to buy not to buy not to buy~~~ but.. im planning to change my wardrobe.. bit by bit.. =.= HAHAHA!! well.. i cant b sticking to my lil kid shirts for life.. *im still wearing my 6yrs old top* still need to change though.. ^^ well.. it takes time.. HAHA~!!

tmr goin to Doulos~~ went there the last round they were in Msia.. got some children books for my cousins n some TY Beanies for myself.. haha.. hope there r more this round.. and i wanna start some reading adi~!! i feel so useless~!! haiz.. read read read~!!

HELP~!!! im havin Insomnia~!! everyday i will be sleeping at 4 or 5 in the morning~!! n still forcing myself to bed.. haiz.. im so awake now~ n i still need to wake up early to church tmr.. *sob sob* hmm.. but i noe y i cant sleep at nite.. i enjoy being alone in my own world at nite.. HAHAHA~!!

oops~!! gettin further n further.. haha.. forgive me.. im soooo bored now + cant sleep.. haha.. ok.. im gonna stop.. if not i’ll start crappin again.. haha.. gd nite every1~~ sweet dreams~~ ^^

gosh.. suddenly feel that i really suck! arghhh!! now i cant go to Taiwan! due to all the last minute problems.. ARGHHH!!!! so angry with myself.. now i need to wait for another year! ARGHHH!!!

then problems start to reappear around me.. haiz.. what are friends for? what are friendship for? gosh.. no1 around me seems to appreciate an important thing named-’Friendship’.. i tried all my best to help a friend.. what i got at the end? a blame.. n the cause of the matter? i did it for that person.. n at the end.. she blame me for it.. WTH?! is this call FRIENDSHIP? is this what FRIENDS are for? ARGHHH!!! really mad with myself sometimes.. y do i get this kind of treatment? i help them with all my might.. juz to hope 1 simple thing from them.. hope they will appreciate how important is a friend.. even if it was not me who helped them.. haiz.. whatever.. got so fed-up with all this s**t~!! =.=

haiz.. now have to solve my ‘ji mui’s’ prob.. have to turn her back to her normal self even with us around.. ARGHHH!! really dunno what should i do to make her happy+back to her normal self.. haiz.. life is sooo difficult sumtimes.. havin a partner is sumtimes not a gd thing.. haiz.. is gd for urself.. but sumtimes.. it does affect ppl around u.. n that is what i hate most involving in a  relationship.. ahhh!!! y cant juz every1 treat us juz like how they treat us before? =.=

haiz.. still that line.. appreciate friendship~~

at last!! i’ve decided to go to Taiwan!! after much hassitation.. n nagging for asking me not to go.. now.. decision had been done~! LUCK plays a roll.. 2 of my friends will sign-up for the programme together with me.. n whether will all 3 of us being choose? God’s decision~~ to decide will i be goin alone.. goin with 1 of them.. or both of them~~

really supprise that my mum will let me join the programme.. how did i found out bout this programme? my mum asked me to print a copy of the terms n conditions of the programme for her friend.. then when i was reading it.. interesting~!! but dare not tell my mum i wanna go.. then.. 2 days later.. my mum actually asked me m i interested in the programme! happy~~ but then.. i need to go alone.. thank God~! i’d found sum1 to accompany me there~~ but still dunno are they 100% confirm goin.. =.= *sobs*

so now pray hard~! hope all 3 of us will be goin together.. or at lease 1 of us~~ if not i’ll be alone for 21 DAYS~!!